544: Ohhhh my head’s spinning…

I could see you when I was at my OSPE rest station.

I didn’t know what I felt – the only word that comes close to describing it was “turmoil”.

(seriously – my insides were churning and I was suffering a pseudo-anxiety attack. Sympathetic discharge…? :P HAHA.)

It was the longest 5 minutes.

I thought I would leave the rest station feeling significantly worse than the way I felt when I arrived at it (though it wasn’t really possible for that to happen in the first place) but

I literally felt the calm after the storm. Everything just melted away and I was left with… nothing. No sense of impending doom – angor animi (heh), no turmoil and no frustration and disappointment and anger.

… and that is truly something wonderful.

Thank you. :)

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It sucks to see everybody s.a.d. la… :(

(s.a.d. = stressed, anxious, depressed. hahah omg lame. -_- sorry la brain not working can.)

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I think I was unconsciously hyperventilating after OSPE lo. I had paraesthesia of the nose and I was feeling lightheaded and I was feeling like I was going to pengsan.

(but the dizziness was most probably due to extreme hunger la. hahaha.)

(but no lo. i don’t think my respiratory rate increased, and i was breathing very normally lo.)

(aiyah whatever lah.)

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Yeah man~ Two more days~!