I shouldn’t be allowing this to happen.

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My left arm was perfectly fine until juuuuuuuuuuust after the idea of sleeping came to my mind. It then started hurting and I couldn’t really sleep…

… which is actually a normal thing because most people would consider uninterrupted sleep quality sleep. What I now consider quality sleep is waking up in the middle of the night (because I will wake up once in the middle of the night, without fail, every day) and seeing that it is only 2 or 3 am and going back to sleep knowing that I still have a good 4 to 5 hours more of sleep. What actually happens is that I wake up at 5.14 am and go back to sleep slightly disappointed because I woke up too “late”. This has progressed to me semi-willing myself to wake up at 2 – 3 am every night before I go to sleep.

But not the point.

As of now, here are the list of symptoms I have newly acquired: sacroiliac joint pain, shooting neck pain and feverishness (because I don’t actually think that I have a fever).

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I was thinking of adding “empty trains” to my lists of interests in Facebook, but then I ended up thinking that everybody likes empty trains anyway.

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So I was sitting at my table which oversees an empty train platform (it is quite a poetic sight, i can so imagine a scene from a movie being shot from where i am now)

some things just can’t be captured on film.

i am letting myself slide, because everybody deserves to be cut some slack now and again.

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aiyah no mood liao la.

bye.